I am so exhausted. I'm now going on at least 5 weeks since I've slept soundly through the night. I'm no longer waiting up at 2 am with lists of things to do at work going through my head. Instead I get stuck between asleep and awake - a neitherland - and I just toss and turn all night.
My doctor adjusted my medication and I thought it was getting better - I'd fall asleep, wake up around 2 and then go back to sleep. Then wake up and go back to sleep. Rinse. Repeat. But at least I was dreaming between waking.
But last night, I was asleep before 10, woke up at midnight, and WAS WIDE AWAKE UNTIL AFTER 5 am. I'm going on 3-4 hours of sleep, and I'm a 9-hours a night girl. This has to end. I feel physically ill, I'm so tired.
