You know what? Life is good. Today, right now. I honestly believe that and, what's even more important, I feel it. I feel happy. I feel content. *happy sigh* I feel.
Sure there's crap that I need to deal with. There are things hanging over my head, both emotionally and physically. But that's not getting me down. I'm not feeling all consumed by the negative in my life. This is a novel thing for me. I don't feel surrounded by all things dark and dank and ugly.
I feel bright, light, and warm. I'm in charge of my life. I'm free to make my own decisions. And it's a beautiful, beautiful thing.
